Friday, 30 September 2016

Marine Memories



It was a very strange experience - this time a year ago… I was awaiting the final confirmation of which day my cargo ship would be ready for me to embark at Tilbury Port on the River Thames, to take me to Dakar in West Africa. From there I would travel on by road to the Gambia (no such ships were able to take passengers straight to my final destination).

The world of shipping scheduling is clearly considerably less predictable than, say, rail or air travel! My Italian shipping line, Grimaldi, who would take me on their vast vessel, Grande Nigeria, had told me that my “estimated date of departure” was truly only an estimate - I should be prepared for it to change. Indeed, it kept changing! Shifting back a few days, then a few days more…

It was a surreal and unsettling experience. Almost all my things had been put on another ship (to go straight to the Gambia). My one big remaining bag sat with me at my parents’ house, as we awaited the day to say farewell. Thumbs-a-twiddling…
Boxes, guitar and surfboards entrusted to another ship...
As I look back now on that strange experience, a year on, I am still very glad that I chose to travel that way. “But why??” - you may well ask… If you’ve stumbled upon this blog more recently and don’t know my reasons, please feel free to go back to these posts I wrote around the time:


The reason I’m posting this is actually because I was recently very entertained by noticing that the Tucks, some of my fellow passengers from the boat, wrote a brilliant piece about the journey here - they capture really well how amusing and bizarre some of the experiences on board were! They have an amazing website about all their travels all around the world. Extraordinary.

Containers on board the ship
It made me laugh out loud, remembering and reminiscing! If you’re interested, you can continue reading their blog post and follow the boat journey as it continued from here in West Africa, where I got off, across the Atlantic to where they were heading in South America, on big and exciting travel adventures. I’d love you to read it - it gives an excellent insight into the unusual experience and how hilarious it was at times! (The equator-crossing ceremony is very odd!)

It was good recently to be able to hop on a plane and return to the UK in a number of hours for some ‘home assignment’ and holiday. It’s an amazing blessing to be able to do that so easily. But I am so glad that I took that boat when I did, enabling me to transition more gradually, with a bit more time to reflect, prepare and pray. So maybe, if God ever leads me to return to the UK for longer, I’d contact Grimaldi again - hoping to be reunited with Salvi and Captain Super Mario…


Friday, 23 September 2016

"I Hear the Mighty Thunder"!


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It begins with the rising wind… The leafy mango trees that surround the compound rustle increasingly. Occasionally, a distant rumble of thunder. The wind ebbs and flows, teasing about when the next stage will start. The odd burst of lightning illuminates the clouds - its distance hard to judge…

Then, after a few minutes, the wind goes up a gear, and branches begin crashing loudly into each other and into corrugated iron roofs; various oddments are tossed around the garden by the swirling wind. Rattle, bang, creak, bang…

All of a sudden it’s like a dam bursts over our heads and the rain begins lashing down. The sound against the roof is deafening. Waterfalls form immediately over every roof edge, carving trenches into the now muddy sand below. Within seconds, the sandy garden has turned into a mud bath - a series of pools and rivers. The chickens are glad they can perch on some shelves, and the dog is thankful for the veranda!

The lightning is now flashing frequently, lighting up the whole sky for extraordinary stunning split-seconds. Then, without any warning, the loudest thunder imaginable erupts with a mighty crack and explosion! I don’t think I imagined a sound could possibly be so loud. It was genuinely terrifying and made me leap out of my seat in shock! In a dramatic combination, the thunder cracked, the lightning flashed and the power went off instantaneously, leaving deep darkness.

The rain keeps pummelling down for a good hour or so. Until, quite suddenly, it just stops. The celestial tap is turned to off. It seems that the rain has pushed down the extreme heat and humidity into the ground. They will return soon enough, as the flash floods evaporate back into the air. But for now we enjoy the lovely relative cool of the fresh post-rain air, along with the many aromas that the water seems to draw out of all the plants and fruit trees.

It sparked a few thoughts...

It really was quite something! And, strange as it may sound, it honestly made me fear God more. If you read the Bible at all you’ll know that whilst the one who loves and trusts Jesus can call God “Father”, with delightful joy and confidence, yet we are still rightly to fear him. He is very, very mighty. He is perfectly pure and holy. He will judge the whole world. He will not be mocked. We are to live in obedient remembrance that he is Lord over all, even if we can’t see him, are pathetically forgetful, and would often go our own way.


“Let all the earth fear the Lord; let all the people of the world revere him.” (Psalm 33:8) 

“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge.” (Proverbs 1:8)

“Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and shun evil.” (Proverbs 3:7)

“Fear the Lord, you his holy people, for those who fear him lack nothing.” (Psalm 34:9)


It’s a consistent theme of Scripture. When we rightly fear the One who makes us, loves us and saves us, we are free to live before him and enjoy his ways, free from all other fears.

Now I know that thunder isn’t God. But he made it. He MADE it! And he controls it. So how much more powerful and awesome is HE than that which He made and controls?! And that thunder that I heard was probably the most strikingly powerful and awesome thing I’ve ever experienced.

“… what may be known about God is plain to [people], because God has made it plain to them. For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities - his eternal power and divine nature - have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that people are without excuse.” (Romans 1:19-20)

Was this not a remarkable display of God’s eternal power? A dazzling and terrifying electrical weather system that he created. It warrants a word that I feel is terribly overused, but absolutely justified here - AWESOME!

It makes me think that a lot of the Bible writers must have heard similarly dramatic thunder. Hence their fondness of comparing God’s voice to thunder - astonishingly powerful and mighty. For example,


“God’s voice thunders in marvellous ways” (Job 37:4)

“The Lord thundered from heaven; the voice of the Most High resounded.” (Psalm 18:13)

Do we realise that every time we read the Bible, or hear someone preaching it, it should be like we are hearing thunder? Oh that I would be more reverent and humble and obedient before God’s mighty word.

I will certainly now sing a favourite hymn with fresh appreciation when it comes to these words…

O Lord my God! When I in awesome wonder
Consider all the works Thy hand hath made.

I see the stars, I hear the rolling thunder,
Thy power throughout the universe displayed -

Then sings my soul, my Saviour God to Thee,
How great Thou art! How great Thou art! 
Then sings my soul, my Saviour God to Thee,
How great Thou art! How great Thou art! 

(Stuart K. Hine, 1949)

And here’s a final rather exciting thought. Through faith in Jesus, we can look forward to perfect bliss with him in glory for ever after this life. And there we will enjoy such fullness of salvation and glory as we enjoy and worship Jesus for ever - see how the last book of the Bible describes what our victory song will be like!

“Then I heard what sounded like a great multitude, like the roar of rushing waters and like loud peals of thunder, shouting: ‘Hallelujah! For our Lord God Almighty reigns.’” (Revelation 19:6)



Thursday, 8 September 2016

Back to Abnormal




I’ve never before experienced such an unmistakable connection between the weather and my energy levels.

I’ve returned to the Gambia (West Africa), after 2 lovely months back in the UK, and I’ve arrived at the harshest time of year, in terms of weather. We’re in the thirties every day (unless a thunderstorm has just occurred, when it becomes a bit cooler for a few hours), with humidity rarely below 70%. It’s just incredibly sapping. The rain seems to come every couple of days or so, in extraordinarily heavy and dramatic fashion. The thunderstorms are truly astonishing - never witnessed anything like them! (Last year, when I arrived, it was in mid-October, so most of the rains had been and gone.)

The contrast is phenomenal between the pressing, draining heat, when I just feel like I can do precious more than sit and sweat, and when the temperature momentarily drops for a bit - all of a sudden, I can actually think and speak and do!

I trust that I’ll adjust and get going again gradually. The first couple of days were bound to be a particular shock, after the cool of the North European British Isles, combined with the physical and emotional tire of leaving and travelling. And everyone here accepts that September-October is the hardest. Expectations are lower. Lots of Gambians apparently just stay in their houses when the heat is at its worst - like reverse hibernating!

Many people back home were asking about a certain friend, and keen to hear how he’s been getting on…

Canine reunion

I’ve got a four-legged companion who understands the heat struggle, and sympathises very much. It’s even harder for him - he’s got a fur coat on the whole time! Rufus, my now 8-month old German Shepherd, growing at a rate that alarms every visitor!

It was sad leaving him (in good hands) 2 months ago. I’d seen how sorrowful he was when the Gap Team who stayed with us for 4 months left. There was that poignant and strange morning when those 4 fun people who’d played with him, walked him and grown to love him, packed up their big bags and piled them up in the living room. Rufus - normally a bundle of puppyish energy - just quietly snuck in and sat amongst the bags, trying to figure out what was going on. Once they’d gone, he clearly really missed their fun, love and company.

So it was gutting to walk away from him, not able to explain that I’d miss him and that I’d be coming back! People assured me that a dog would never forget his owner. But, as much as I couldn’t wait to see him, I couldn’t help but be a bit anxious about our reunion - would he really remember me? Would he like me?? How would his 2 months of purely African input have changed him? (We treat animals rather differently!)

He was overjoyed! I got to the house from the airport at about 5am, and wondered if he’d bark as he always did when he heard the gate… No barking. Just one extremely excited dog on the either side, and much bigger than when I’d last seen him! He ran round and round me, tail wagging frantically, jumping up, deliriously licking and panting and sniffing and snuffling. As I tried to move in towards the house he wouldn’t cease - forcing me either to constantly trip over him or just stop and enjoy it!

I was shattered. It was very hot and sticky, and it had been a fairly sleepless overnight journey (with a 5-hour layover at Casablanca). So I went straight to bed. And Ruf loyally came and lay on the floor next to the bed.

Most of that day I stayed asleep in bed. And Mama reports that Ruf stayed next to me the whole time! She quietly encouraged him to leave me so that he could eat his meals, but he wouldn’t. Apparently he licked my toes to see if I’d come with him; I wouldn’t (fast asleep); so he faithfully stayed. Very sweet.


So I’m back. When I’ve found a morsel of energy, I’ve run some errands, even got away with a bit of basic DIY to fix up a couple of small things in the house, and I’ve seen a few key people. Lots more reconnecting to do, before getting down to the business of planning, preparing and teaching God’s word, which is what I’m here to do.

The place looks very different - after a month or so of very heavy rain, greenery has sprung up everywhere! The season brings some different birds singing different songs. And all the brown/orange dusty and sandy roads are now muddy red instead, with huge puddles to navigate. Green beans in the garden have suddenly shot up, the sugar cane plant has exploded into what looks like it could supply a whole city, and the passion fruit vine has burst into delicious fruitful life!

I can’t help but think of God’s beautiful words through the prophet Isaiah, which are a hugely encouraging reminder as I get going again here with the ministry of God’s word:

“As the rain and snow come down from heaven,
and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish,
so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,
so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
and achieve the purpose for which I send it.

You will got out in joy and be led forth in peace,
the mountains and hills will burst into song before you,
and all the trees of the field will clap their hands.
Instead of the thornbush will grow the pine tree,
and instead of briers the myrtle will grow.
This will be for the Lord’s renown,
for an everlasting sign, which will never be destroyed.”

(Isaiah 55:10-13)